Woomyn

it's so unnerving to have irrational thoughts and react to them, meanwhile being fully aware of how little sense it all makes. where emotional outbursts can be triggered by the smallest thing and instead of being quietly brushed aside, it snowballs into a huge internal spectacle. is it stress? am i eating the wrong foods? what's going on? i see myself thinking and acting like a Crazy but i can't stop it. i have no control!! it's like a horrible zyban or shrooms flashback where the line of sanity becomes so unbearably fine i can't see which side i'm on. arghh...then the next day i get my period and it all makes sense. phew. stupid ass hormones. i really don't appreciate having to feel like a nut! it's either killer cramps or psychosis. take your pick.